Fuck it, we can go. We’re gonna go to 10 right now. It’s again, it’s like June 22,020. And fuck Donald Trump because he’s running on fear and super predators and law and order and hate. He’s normalizingg hate and humiliating and blaming others and joking about all of it. Right and shout out to Freddie Trump Jr. Okay, so that’ll get us into upside down days. working title. Shout out little B. Shout out. Weird Al Yankovic. Rich no police no cry, no bolus, no cry, no bolus, no cry. Okay. So we’re gonna do the phone prps I think, because those are I suppose those are videos that you can hashtag and people can find them. And so Oh, this is Oh, this is interesting. thing, and then they can just share it and do what they do. So, there’s a little lineup and every time you every time you approach the project of reviewing an artist, you know, that’s kind of what artists, that’s what art of Patreon is. You’re going to review artists, their art, but more specifically their business, the business of, you know, art of all kinds and you’re reviewing artists of all kinds, okay? Okay. But tomorrow’s Father’s Day. So, we’re just distracted by that. And it’s like, you know, it’s really the fun the fun POV School of creativity. That’s what the The pitches tomorrow. And it’s opening our doors, you know, it’s launching privately a beta launch to anyone who wants to play. You know, and this is the think tank. This is the think tank, where we’re going to use all the creative mediums at our disposal. And we’re going to create a dialogue every day around a new idea. A new creative potential solution for the social structural issues, problems, traumas, tragedies, in justices, inequalities that exist in this fucked up condition on Earth. So here we are, and we got a ton of art in our heart. And here we are creating a piece of art which is an audio file. This moment in time, June 20 2020. And mainly it’s about June 21 2020 Father’s Day, which is the greatest injustice of our personal lives of our personal life. Which is Yeah, our father being just um you know, it’s just It just being an aggressive relationship and not even a relationship just a constant power struggle, control struggle. This is what he calls it in his book. brutally honest, I don’t think he realizes in his book what the type of revealing examples and stories and sight psychological emotional text and subtext in environment, which it’s just a very fascinating read. power and control struggles. This is a psychiatrist who literally admits to having power struggles Consume control struggles with his patience. Okay, for some maybe that doesn’t ring the alarm bells. But for others, you know, you can imagine when someone is projecting their own fears and training transferring their own sadness and terror and struggle onto other people. And this this power projection that is full of just full it’s just entirely fear comes from his childhood with being the youngest of five siblings, and it comes from his parents and the blame that was placed on all of them and the neglect This is just you know, it’s his greatest tragedy that that he can’t reflect upon. Because the, the way he, he treats people through these the lens of like constant emotional warfare, power struggle control, struggle, high conflict, politics personality. Through this he has just basically burned you know the bridges and there’s no you know, there’s a nihilism there’s there’s an underlying nihilism that I think the world is like, coming to to open up to and understand and it’s, it’s far it’s a far deeper truth than anything I’ve read about and I’ve read and watched like hundreds of hours on narcissism and what this word is and how it’s how, you know, this disorder, this label, this box that psychologists and psychiatrists and therapists are putting people into and then giving them pills, to suppress that contradicting nature. And it is it always is a contradiction inside the human mind in, in the experience that’s a contradiction between the individual and the community, society, country planet, because you have an environment that is that is very, very terrified. A human environment that is just full of fear and acting out of fear and, and protection, you know, to protect your kids that it just gets, it just gets over were blown way too quickly. And the parents become overconfident. And now they’re overcompensating. And it just becomes a game of shame, guilt and humiliation. Just constant, constant, relentless, and it’s found in the language. And that’s why book, which we are creating. We’re going to do a little book called parents say the darndest things. And it’s going to be a collection of stories that revolve around quotes, like, very specific quotes verbatim, that have stuck in people’s minds that their parents have said to them. And to me, this is a great injustice. If your parent if an adult, let alone it being a parent, I mean, it’s even more unfair when it’s a parent. But when a adult places certain blame on a child, any blame really on a child and so there’s a sliding scale of what you know what you can blame them for. And you know, like in if you’ve seen the show, Big Little Lies. The parent blames the child for the car accident which kills his brother. And this stays in his mind. And you don’t turn it this stays in his mind it far into adulthood. It’s his greatest injustice. It’s his greatest trauma and It lives in, in his story as rage. And because of it his character is like just a domestic and aggressive domestic user and abuser and aggressor, and just domestic violence and assault, and it’s just so but yeah, this is a moment in his childhood that he was blamed, you know, specific words. Why did you do this? It’s your fault. You killed him. You know your brother so that I think that’s like the worst thing you can be blamed for. And in this case, in the back seats, I think the brothers were maybe talking and maybe fighting when the car accident happens, so it makes it probably made sense and that’s a devastating thing for a child to have to live with. And it basically destroys you emotionally You know, it’s like a death. It’s like an emo death. It’s like an emotional death as opposed to an ego death. Shout out to all my psycho nuts out there doing Iosco and LSD, which I’ve never done either of those but ship brothers and sisters are we not doing them soon? But you know, shout out to the magic. The man, the mother, the mother mushroom. Psycho nuts yo. So getting back on track. This is like parents say the darndest thing. If you want to learn more about high conflict, emotional warfare, there’s a good video online that’s two or three minutes. And this high conflict, emotional warfare this high conflict personality, they sometimes call it is also very relevant for the modern landscape of politics. You could call it high, high conflict politics. Whereas just constant division strategy, divide, divide, divide, humiliate shame, get joy out of putting others down. And, and then it brings up this term dog whistling, which are, you know, these terms like war on drugs, you know, it’s a term that when it’s said now it actually just means the, the, the oppression of black communities in certain so unsewn ways and so and so ways, cutting taxes, these type of these type of things I need to learn more about this but dog whistling is interesting because it’s a linguistic approach to psycho, psycho psychology and analyzing the psychology based on specific terms and specific sentences and specific language communication and this is what we grew up with my brother My younger brothers and I, and my mom, we grew up with high conflict. family that comes from high conflict there’s been a couple divorces but mainly the civil war you know, it’s it’s it’s a great metaphor to think about a divorce as a war, and specifically a civil war. And most divorces don’t have their reconstruction period. Because there’s no manual for how to reconstruct a family and how to how to have an emotional family unit after the divorce has gone through. Because this emotional family unit is simply the, the theory that whatever happens to one happens to all which is a beautiful notion to really think about, you know, if you have a family of three or four or five or more, whatever happens to one happens to all so we’re talking about physical, emotional, psychological, financial, environmental struggle, trauma, tragedy, injustice, abuse, violence. And so that’s a that’s a shout out to Boeing. I believe his name is we have to we want to read more about that. The emotional family unit. Yeah, so this this the realness here on Father’s Day is that we we are estranged from our father. And there are certain things. There’s there’s pretty much one thing that he can do. If you were to grant one wish to his eldest of three children. I just want him to tell His story, I want him to tell his side of the entire story of his life. I want to read his autobiography. And I don’t know if I’m willing to help him with this yet. Basically, what I would do is I would, we would talk on the phone once or twice a week. And I would just keep a file and a timeline. And we would just start at his earliest memory and work our way up and hit all the all the good times and all the bad times. All those all those, all those complex, frustrating, complicated memories. They all have to be touched upon because those are inflection points. Those are those those are where we learned. And again, if we can think about question verbatim, the linguistic aspect of psychology. This goes, this speaks again complimentary with dog whistling, using certain words, bringing certain words into the communication and breaking them down and trying to figure out whether they exist, whether they are derived originally from fear or love, positive or negative emotion concepts, pleasant or unpleasant. And then also probably, you know, this is this is his life story. That’s what I want. I want to read his life story. That’s it. I don’t think anything can move forward until that’s done. And like I said, I think this is something that he can do in in therapy, he could do this. I think he has to do it in a private place where he’s, he’s most comfortable. And that’s why I say therapy, but it’s probably on the phone, not any of this video stuff, it’s definitely not a video conference. It’s you got to close your eyes to get back to some of these memories, that’s for sure. You can’t have a camera on you because that that just increases the the social anxiety you’ll get this can’t get these cameras out here if you don’t, if you don’t vibe with that yet. There’s a good video, double slit experiment. You know, when you point a camera at certain at photons, they change the behavior there. It’s controversial, in the sense that maybe we don’t have a technology powerful enough to observe it. And that’s why we it moves in a different way. When we literally point a camera at a photon as it passes through. A certain light, wave of light. But this is, this is one of the reasons why, you know, get the cameras out of here, get them out. And when you get them out of here, you get cameras out of the hands, and you get technology out of the way. And you can just whenever you got a phone call, phone calls are amazing. We got to we got to record all our phone calls and tell our stories, and then organize it, transcribe it, organize it, put it in a file, and send it 50 years in the future for our great grandkids to take a look at and to understand emotionally, linguistically, psychologically, mentally, physically, environmentally, financially, theologically, philosophy philosophically, where they come from, and what are the lies and what are the truths that exist behind those lies. So if you want to do real investigative work into your family, you got to find those lies. You got to find those lives you got to you got to tap into what people are hiding and why they’re hiding. And they’re always hiding because it’s because society, society told them to hide. That’s it, you know, this, this is a, a very environmentally conscious and critical look at our stories, through the lens of, of society, we have to see through the eyes of society, in the private rooms, when when they’re they’re talking with their employees and and, you know, this stuff that we don’t see right now, it’s like, there’s a level of transparency here that is needed for the system to kind of rebalance and correct itself, so that less people are poor and suffering. And in pain and being abused, and with with with all sorts of mind games and tricks that are that are high level projection and transference and it’s just a control struggle that they’re having in their own mind. It’s it’s the mirror that we have to look into the eye of society. And that is we can we can we look through the people who are in charge in society, the people who are respected, quote, unquote, in society, the people who have status, the people who look good on paper, we have to see how it is that things are being held together, so that we can just take it apart. We’ll put it back together again, but we just got to take it apart to see what’s inside. And then we can sort of we don’t have To put it back together again, exactly the way it was taken apart, we can leave, you know, if something’s not working, we can try test it, we can test it without, you know, and then hopefully, as we do that, we’ll all be able to watch that and observe that and then decide what is working and what doesn’t. And everyone has a voice. Everyone can watch that and see their, you know, their brain, sort of making sense of it and say yes or no, or maybe everyone can vote. And now we’re talking about a real direct democracy when everyone is, is voting on issues, not on politicians. I suppose that’s probably one of the main reasons that our current president, the you know, I don’t even know how to address him anymore. But he was just wasn’t a politician. He was just some, like, businessman, he was a businessman. He was he was he was an actor. He was As an actor, he’s a businessman. He just like, he wasn’t a politician. That’s it. He just wasn’t a politician. And he had that going for him, especially when his opponent was the ultimate, like lifelong politician. Even if Hillary had done some, some really great things for the community. At the end of the day, she was just a politician. And it’s not even to say she hasn’t done her her fair share of like, you know, her fair share of I mean, her family is pretty much responsible for the excessive I mean, I don’t know if this is true, but the the excessive police force that we have now, that was a big thing like crime, you know, cracking down on crime and, and bringing in 100,000 new police officers, you know, back when Bill was in the White House and as And doing so as like a platform to to really like keep the country safe, you know that there’s that protection thing again, is it protection? Or is there something more effective that is not derived from your fear, but think about it. Think about an empathize with a parent. If you’re not a parent out there, then it’s hard to empathize with, but the parent is going to do whatever they have to do to protect the child to keep the child safe, because losing a child is the ultimate tragedy in in one way. So you have to protect you have to protect and now you have all this now you have all this smothering and this overcompensation that’s happening this this this, this, this, this, this fear, they’re just pumping their children full of fear now, as opposed to pumping them full of strength, right, honey boy. All right, I think we’re gonna wrap here. These are fun to make but hot out here, we got to get going. So 25 minutes, god damn, what am I gonna do with this? I’m just trying to do 10 minutes at a time. I guess you could cut it up. But then you don’t have like a beginning and an end. You know, hey is June 20 2020? You know, June 21, is what we’re thinking about 2020 now sayanora we’re signing off love you to bits, peace, peace in the Middle East east of your mind in time traveling into dimensions of rhyme, that’s important, right? So you sign off sign on, you do your thing that’s on the list today, which is just speaking to one person. We’re basically just speaking tomorrow to our father, right? And we’re going, we’re putting it, we’re posting it. You know, we’re going to get a creators high but it’s really about music in the sense that also our family as a musical family. To and to and fro Art, my art is a is a classic, classic. I don’t know how she wants to be addressed. So I’m gonna just stay away from it. But she’s a classic musician, you know, of the vocals, and the symphony and the orchestra. And whatever I’m missing, of course, I’m missing. But our grant her mother, piano, a pianist, a classic pianist, a piano player. And, and then before that, you know, I think her brothers and sisters were also musicians. So music and my father was has been taking lessons for a few years. So this is why music is an important we and we have some of these tracks are like specifically for certain people. So, you know, everyone everyone’s got their own, you know, tracks on this. Alright, so that’s it. I’m out of here. Music. Yeah, Part A part one, part two. And then maybe every day you just follow up. So this isn’t, maybe you started out slow and just like here’s the music projects. We’ve been listening to it on repeat we really like this stuff. We’re learning a lot about our own self through this. And if you want to make some music if you want a little bit of help, all you need is two phones and a SoundCloud account. Basically, it close your eyes and you record for a minute and you post it it’s a creators Hi, and you just learned you learn over time. Until you know maybe maybe it takes you a little while to post it at first but when you create something new, with something within inspiration that comes from some music over here from someone else, and another part of the world, it’s very it’s and then you put and then you post it, you give it a title, you know you’ve probably in your, in your in the act of creating this, this free formed little one minute or two minute piece, you’re titling it in the so you have this type The post that you get to creators high you get a creation high. It’s just about shedding. It’s about shedding your art and sharing your story. And like like Michelle Obama says your your story is your power. And on that note yours truly and creatively and stoically, FUN☆POV
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