1. Divided
2. Apology song
3. Every other night
4. Go home
5. Brain break
6. Runnin from friends
7. Constant war
8. Interlude
9. By my side
10. Dreamz
11. Finally
12. Ice cream
13. The only fun
14. Upside downside
15. I just want the world to fall
1. Divided
We ain’t got shit, if we all divided
We ain’t got shit, if we all divided
We ain’t got shit, if we all divided
We ain’t got shit, if we all divided
She said she loved me
On the side of the street
6th avenue west 4th
I could see her
Sadness for days
When I didn’t say, it back
Lookin’ back
Lookin’ back, I got nothin’
But the sadness she had
Now I’m stuck
With the lack
With the lack
With the lack, that she had
Why am I so bad?
Thirteen, facin’ dad
I’m a man, but he’s mad
Draggin’ me, down the hall
Scream at me, it’s my fault
Blame on me
Don’t worry, I can take it
He told me
That I ruined his marriage
That I ruined his marriage
We ain’t got shit, if we all divided
We ain’t got shit, if we all divided
We ain’t got shit, if we all divided
We ain’t got shit, if we all divided
2. Apology song
I don’t really know
All I really know
Is that I really owe
You an apology
For everything
For everyday
For the rest of my days
I’m sorry
Please forgive me
I’ll never forget
What I did and said
How I hurt your heart and head
I thought I could ignore the shit
And now I think I’m ignorant
Ya now I know I’m ignorant
All you wanted was a teammate
All I gave you was a remake
All I made you was a mistake
All it made me was a big fake
All I gave you was nothing
All I gave you was nothing
Now I gotta do something
Now I gotta do something
So I write to make things right
So I write into the night
I’m sorry
For everything
For everyday
For the rest of my days
For what I did and said
For what I didn’t say
All this insecurity
Is killing me
I’m in denial
I’ll be here a while
Don’t wait on me
Please set me free
I’m so sorry
I was supposed to protect
But now I reflect
It was all disrespect
It was all disrespect
I was supposed to protect
But now I reflect
It was all just neglect
It was all just neglect
3. Every other night
Every other night
Inside these dreams
Of mine I die
Every other night
Inside these dreams
Of mine I fly
I don’t know why
I need permission
To keep on existin’
Why you never listen
Why you always dissin’
Callin’ me a failure?
Thought you were a father
Couldn’t be much further
Why do I even bother?
What if you are, what you say I am?
What if I am, what you wish you were?
What if all I had, was a peace of mind?
What if my name, was the same as yours?
I’d rather be
Sad than mad, sad than mad
I’d rather be
Sad than mad, sad than mad
Every other night
Inside these dreams
Of mine I die
Every other night
Inside these dreams
Of mine I fly
4. Go home
Go the f- home
You are not alone
Just pick up the phone
And call up your family
It’s not the end you’ll see
It’s only temporary
But right now it’s crazy
So go the f- home for me
And tell your mom you love her so
And tell your dad that there’s still hope
And tell your siblings they’re the best
Now lay your head and have a rest
Go the f- home
You are not alone
Pick up the phone
And call up your family
It’s not the end you’ll see
It’s only temporary
But right now it’s crazy
So go the f- home for me
5. Brain break
Why the f-
Do you wanna f- w/ me
Just leave me be
Just leave me be
Why the f-
Do you wanna f- w/ me
Just let me be
Just set me free
I’m gettin’ more and more tired
As the days go on
Family estrangement
That’s some real shit
You are always in my brain
And I need a break
I need a break
From your brain
All the things I say
I learned from somewhere
I think I got ’em handed down
From the dungeon
I could never sand it down
’Cause I’m numb now
I think I got ’em from you
I think I got ’em from you
All these words in my brain
I need a break
Think I came from pain
Think I came from somewhere
Think I came from nowhere
The language that I had
This shit is all we have
The way they say he’s mad
But he’s just sad
6. Runnin from friends
Friends and family
Are goin’ and goin’
And gone
I can’t tell if
They’re comin’ over
Or comin’ strong
If they’re comin’ aggressive
I gotta leave ’em long
See how I go
To the woods
Or street and
Never show my
Face again
I’m runnin’ away
From friends
And my family
I never know
What it is to say
An honest thing
’Cause they got
Me up against the fence
It’s real
I’m over here
Jumpin’ over that shit
Never ever comin’ back
’Cause they dont know how to take
Their foot off the gas
And let me be
In another f-n peace
Just for a minute
Or two
Let me be
By my lonesome
So I can think about
How this world
Is f-n you up
Thats right
It ain’t even your fault
I don’t know what’s what
My head is givin’ me
The run around
This heart is so sick
I never wanna jump out of it
I’m inside this shit
Like I’ve never been
I don’t really care
I just wanna disappear
Inside all of your minds
7. Constant war
Can’t take this shit
Anymore
Constant war
I can’t take this shit
Anymore
It’s constant war
Can’t take this anymore
It’s constant war
With you
All right
Okay
I don’t wanna be
With myself
But sometimes I gotta be
In myself
I know you know me
I know I know you
You gotta know it too
You gotta show it too
This is me
Try’na be
Peacefully
Outside my mind
So I can be inside yours
Peacefully on your shores
Inside your ocean
Swimmin’ soft
Playin’ piano
Keys, I’m lost
I never want to
Make you feel like
You’re second class
No you are not to me
8. Always have
I did my best
I always have
I did my best
I always have
I did my best
I always have
I did my best
I always have
I did my best
I always have
I did my best
I always have
I did my best
I did my best
I always have
I always have
I did my best
I always have
I did my best
I always have
Sometimes we know
Sometimes we don’t
Sometimes we can
Sometimes we won’t
9. By my side
I guess I could do
Whatever I wanted to
I guess I could do
Whatever I wanted to
I guess I could do
Whatever I wanted to
If you could come with me
I could do it through
I could do it so
Easily
It’s nice
If I had you by my side
It would feel so nice
If by the night
You were sitting right
By my side
By my side
Don’t you get it
We are the opposite
Of this world
I need you by my side
For this ride
I say it all
Again
Again
Again
10. Dreamz
Alone again
Never wanna
Be all by my side
I’d rather someone
To know I don’t know
Tonight
I put you right inside
My dreams
I said your name out loud
I want you to be so happy
And sad from time to time
So you can just rhyme
With me please
I
I
I said my dreams tonight
And I put you inside
And I put you inside
And I said it aloud
I know right now
That there’s nothin’ else I need
Inside this world but you and me
And this family
11. Finally
Sometimes
I can be real high
And be so fly
And sometimes I
Can be a nihilistic prick
You know this
Finally
Finally
I found myself
All I had to do was
Be by myself
Finally
Finally I found myself
Finally I found myself
All I had to do was be by myself
All I had to do was see by myself
I never wanted to see for myself
I needed to see with some help
I needed to see for my health
I needed to be by myself
In order to find myself
What you gonna do
When you got nowhere to go
What you gonna do
When you got no place
To lay low
Hey yo
You can come over and stay yo
At my spot for the day yo
And the night yo
And the week go
12. Ice cream
I just wanna be with myself
I just wanna be with myself
But at the same exact time
I wanna be with my family
Maybe I can take my time
Maybe I can be a part of history
Maybe I can find someone
To live with me
I never wanted
Ever wanted
To be alone
I thought I was myself
When I was inside a room
Full of people
Wanderin’ next to me
Round and round we go
Till I locked eyes with you
Across the-
And I came comin’
Over to you
And I said
Won’t you be
In my head tonight
Won’t you hold my hand
And look into the sky
And share a point of view
Just for maybe one or two
Hours we can be
Inside a movie theatre
Just the two of us
We’ll go off hours
Maybe Wednesday
When the day is discount
I’ll get that ticket for us girl
You don’t even gotta worry
About a thing
And I’ll take you out to
Get some food before
And after if you want
A little ice cream
We can do that too
I just want you
I just love you
13. The only fun
She’s the goddess of fun
She’s the goddess of fun
She’s the only fun
She’s the only fun for me
The only fun for me
She’s the goddess of fun
She’s the goddess of fun
She’s the only fun
She’s the only fun for me
The only fun for me
I’m thinkin’ about her right now
I don’t even know
What I’m thinkin’ about
She’s a city
In her self
She’s the same
She’s never the same
Everyday she wakin’ up different
Everyday she lookin’ me in my æye
She lookin’ me straight in my face
Tellin’ me ay yo
What we gonna do today yo
What we gonna do today?
But I ain’t even done
Lookin’ at your pretty f-n face
I wasn’t even done
When she won
I said baby
What the fun?
I swear to f-n god
When she’s gone
I won’t be for
This world too long
(I won’t be long)
I swear to f-n god
When we’re gone
Maybe these kids
Will sing our song
(Maybe they’ll sing along)
She’s the goddess of fun
She’s the goddess of fun
She’s the only fun
She’s the only fun for me
The only fun for me
She’s the goddess of fun
She’s the goddess of fun
She’s the only fun
She’s the only fun for me
The only fun for me
The only fun for me
14. Upside downside
When I see your face in my mind
I can see your eyes inside mine
Why are you so far away
All I want in this life
Is to be inside
Of your days
Day after day
No complications
To be in the way
I got nothin’ to regret
I just wanna be on the set
Of the scene inside the movie
With you everyday
Like I said
I ain’t got nowhere in my head
To be other than with you
I am dying
Or am I flying?
I can’t quite tell
They’re so similar
It’s hell
Never ever
Gonna forget you
I love you to the end
My friend
My friend
My family
You are so
God damn beautiful
Inside outside
Upside downside
All the sides of your mind
All the sides of this world
It’s all the same when you get
Down to the deep differences
They are gonna be here and there
They are gonna be up downs
But we’ll survive it
Until we cannot
Survive it again
I love you till the end
15. I just want the world to fall
I just want the world to fall
In love with you
The very same way I fell
In love with you too
I just want the world to fall
In love with you
The very same way I fell
In love with you too
I just want the world to fall
In love with you
The very same way I fell
In love with you too
Slam it down
Bring it back around
I don’t wanna ever leave this place
Where I’m thinkin’ about your face
I’m really into you
I like this family
That we’ve got around us
I just wanna do us
I don’t want anything in the
Way of how we play
How we say
How we take
Each other’s hands
And get down
Into the town
Walk all around
Hear all the sounds
Go to here
Go to there
Everything is
Cool when you care
But how can we care?
When we super stressed out
You know, it’s a complicated thing
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